Recently up till now, I’ve described my path in life as if someone wiped their hands across the painting of my path while the paint was still wet. Leaving behind a blurred and unrecognisable picture on the canvas.
I truly felt lost on the path I was meant to take, before this the path and purpose was clear, I could see it. But up till now it seemed very blurred and I often felt lost, lost on what I wanted to do, wanted to be, wanted to accomplish. However recently after having go through what I have has made my path on life clearer and I can finally see and focus upon a picture. So as I mentioned as the title I feel like I am painting a brand new image and scene upon the blur that’s there. In essence I can see what I want to pursue and where I need to go.
Having the ability to see my path and goal again is a true blessing, I can finally be happy on focusing on something I truly want to accomplish. I am truly grateful for being able to repaint this scene.
Where ever bad news may be good news will always follow. This is true to how it is this past month for me. But good news have recently been coming my way, and it is a true blessing. I am extremely happy as what I’ve accomplished this past couple of weeks, it finally seems like things are looking up for the better.
I will find out on Monday if the good news carries on, but if it doesn’t I am grateful for it coming my way in the first place and really giving me the confidence I need in my work. Before all this I used to always compare myself to others always wanting to strive to be as good as they are. However someone said to me “You don’t give your work as much praise as it deserves”. I honestly didn’t believe that till today.
Honestly this is such a good experience and if I don’t get it on Monday I am happy for the person who does. All the best!
“Our deepest fear isn’t that we are inadequate , our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that most frighten us. Playing small doesn’t serve the world there is nothing enlightening in shrinking small so people don’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do, it isn’t in some of us it’s in everyone! As we let our own light shine we unconsciously give others people permission to do the same as we are liberated from all fear.”—