Ho-fun.

While I was in Hong Kong I truely enjoyed it. But obviously when I was ill I just wanted to come back home. I totally lost the gratefulness I should of had while being in Hong Kong and how such a nice place it actually is. Yeh it did have it’s downfalls but they can be over looked because it’s truly my home. 

After coming back home I’ve realised what I’ve been missing. The constant busy life is what I love. I feel now where I live is way too quiet.  Now I feel like I’m being ungrateful towards this place. 

Also I didn’t know I’d miss someone so much. Just thinking back on the times we spoke on the phone it just seems like a long dream. I wonder how she’s doing and what she’s been up to? I hope she doesn’t hate Hong Kong too much. I know she really want’s to leave Hong Kong and come to England =). I feel like an idiot for not spending my last day with her to say goodbye. Or taking any pictures. Now I feel like I don’t have anything to remind me of what was there. I honestly didn’t think someone like myself would be so caught up with someone. I wonder if she thinks about me as much as I think about her.

I made a promise to her I’d see her again soon and that I would make lots of money here and move over and let her stay with me. lol. I felt like I was given something really special and I totally forgot my time there was limited and treated it as if I had all the time in the world. I regret not treating time more seriously while I was there. I guess I’ll put up with the pain till I see her again.

Hong Kong right now seems like a very detailed dream. Waking up in my own bed was a weird experience lol. 
Hong Kong was so fun apart from being ill of course but that in itself taught me a major lesson.

However the title goes for someone I met out there. We have so much in common and it seemed perfect. I’m glad I can see everyone again but I wont be seeing her again for a good while which is heart aching. I wish we had more time together…

When she cried on the phone to me when I left that made my heart ache… *sigh* 

Noticed I have a few days left before I head back to the UK. Wow how 5 weeks can go so quickly. Tbh I don’t want to go back so early but I guess it can’t be helped. Was thinking of extending my ticket but no matter how many clubbing events are here won’t be the same without my boys and girls back at home lol. Plus I’ll be missing out on a lot.

Hong Kong has been fun and cheap! Will definitely come back again.

Being ill for so long, I’ve lost weight sad times! Evidently I have gotten smaller in muscle mass but not too much thank god!

My appetite is coming back slowly… so hopefully I will be back on eating 4-5 meals a day and get my weight back. Once I hit back to UK this is major motivation to become stronger and bigger.

In order to appreciate something you need to lose it. Once lost this will become motivation to get back what was lost and much more.

Well this week has been horrible. I’ve been ill for awhile now and tbh I can’t remember what it was like to be normal lol. I’ve seen Doctors and they told me different things, I went to the hospital and they told me another. This week has just been consisting of me sitting indoors taking medicines. Just not what I planned for a holiday. I don’t know what is wrong with me tbh.

However the best news I heard all week was today when I saw that my results allowed me to carry onto next year! Wooo fun times! Hopefully this is a signal to recovery!

Plus this illness is just making me want to go home.

For the past week I’ve been ill and apparently according to the Doctor I have an Ear infection… eww…

It’s the most annoying thing right now to have on holiday I wouldn’t care if I had it in England since I can just rest and chill as long as I wanted. However this ear infection has been so aggrovating because I can’t do what I want to do while I’m here. Had to miss a clubbing event in Hong Kong because of it FFS!

Also it’s just so annoying when I eat and I feel dizzy and sick and want to throw up. I feel balemic! lol Which hopefully I am not. Plus I haven’t been able to go to the gym for a week now because of it. My life has stopped just for this stupid infection.